Side drabble to the HAU Series. Alfred has been dealing with anorexia and bulimia unbeknownst to Arthur for a long time, but Arthur finally finds out. I'm sorry!” The sound of a hand hitting a face startled him. Now all i need is my-' my thoughts were interrupted by a sound of yelling, "(name) get down here now!" Not Now. He used this spot to cope with sadness and express his joy. France x Belarus 4. ( This chapter talks about Anorexia so if you want to skip it then alright. All credit goes to Hidekaz Himaruya. (I chose Arthur, obviously). ; Non-Human Sidekick:. Lovi just won't behave. Romano knew this, more so than anyone else. America no longer needs him, he doesn't feel loved anymore, and something -- someone -- inside him wants him gone. A bit of Spain's side to the 'Devil's Possessions/Objects Sub-Series.' Send to Friend. As regrets are expressed, scars exposed, and feelings come to light, Alfred may not be the only one who heals. He's ready to end it. Italy may not have experienced it, but he saw it happen. Days pass without the jolly personification of the U.S. Two years later, a teen named Alfred Jones encounters England and Canada in a stunning chain of events. It hurts...why can't they leave me alone? America; England; France; China; Russia; Minor Characters Creatures of Hetalia Media. America was somewhat popular in middle school, as well as very gay. Dark!Depressed!Bulimic!Secretive!America x RussiaMultiple OC's (human, state, nation, territory's) used.Human names used.Rated: T for violence (lol nobody's gonna pay attention to this)Hetalia belongs to Papa HimaTRIGGER WARNING. #6 in the HAU series. Note that all eye colour schemes have been used by the 1p! 9/11 totally devastated all over America. He was invisible. I do not own Hetalia or the characters. WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes, suicidal thoughts, tendencies (meaning self-harm), and/or actual suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and swearing. Everyone knows that the Devil's love is poisonous. What happened during 9/11 with the personifications? Lol and by the way I HATE France X Cananada just saying but I do like Engald X Female America lol. Remember 9/11:: Hetalia Fanfic Historical Fiction. They never saw his desire to hurt himself. You’re allowed to be sad.” The tone in his voice made no room for argument, and Alfred wasn’t sure how he would have argued against that, anyway. Set during #8. If France could speak, he would surely be crushing the pristine image England had of the former Canada. This is a very cringe fanfiction I made. Warning! Add to library 560 Discussion 188. HAU Series Side-Drabble. Her pleas for forgiveness went unanswered as always. Would it break you if you knew it was your fault as well? It gets pretty damn boring and doesn't get updated often, but yep. By: stardustdestiny3. A loud crash was heard ringing throughout the large house as Raivis stood frozen to one spot eyes as wide as dinner plates. Share via Email Report Story Just to let you people know, this is a Hetalia Fan fiction based off a dream I had. He laughs when all he wants to do is curl up and cry. Prus… Create New Account. Romano's HAU Series back story Part 1! Fanon. Everything has gone to hell. 'He came to me. America (Hetalia)/England (Hetalia) Germany (Hetalia)/North Italy (Hetalia) England (Hetalia: Axis Powers) France (Hetalia: Axis Powers) War; Sexual Abuse; Execution; Internal Monologue; Summary. England and America make a decision. With his helmet on, the motor roaring, and a rain of sand and pebbles all around him, he was blind and deaf to all but the arid path directly in front of him. He had no purpose. I am also NOT … ~In which the sleep deprived author is unable to write a summary, so they came up with a quote that may or may not fit. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. They didn't know how much their words were killing him from the inside. One-shot. For the longest time, Natalya Arlovskaya (APH Belarus) always had a love for magic and fairies. He smiles at everyone while he breaks inside. #5 in the HAU series. America shrugged it off as nothing and went on with his day. “But, please promise that you will let me help you. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic… 1,141 people like this. “Lovi~!” Spain had found him. Follow/Fav America's Fourth. He is a living, breathing contradiction. And the mask is winning. * I am NOT Hidekaz Himaruya, therefore I DO NOT own hetalia. This is a list of the most popular pairings in the Hetalia: Axis Powers fandom, started by hints of canonical evidence in the manga and anime, or ones that have grown to become popular with little evidence so far in the series. Everyone had a way to express themselves. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. The hope project. Hetalia: America and Native America OC, Rated T. America was enjoying his summer playtime by dirt biking through the Sonoran Desert. About See All. Everyone notices him, always finding something to point out about him. This goes from 1985 to present day. Yes, he does. Browse through and read or take hetalia x depressed reader stories, quizzes, and other creations . I hope so.'. His chair is now untouched and stays at the exact same spot in the meetings to come. For example, in episode 8 of The Beautiful World, he leaps at the opportunity to use his technological knowhow to track down the hackers who messed with Estonia's blog.Of course, he often falls into It's All About Me while trying to help. R/R, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (5), Japan (Hetalia)/Original Character(s) (1), Tragedy Of A Certain 'Hero Type' (On Hiatus), America is a depressed boi and he deserves better, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Something about today seemed off. Waiting for Spring by fireweed15 reviews. He got there earlier than everyone else, as usual, and took his seat. He was alone again. Did you know? Is Alfred's mask of joy and happiness becoming more and more transparent by each day? Evanesce: to disappear gradually; vanish; fade away. Your POV: 'I-I can't take it anymore. Forgot account? As the other nations meet the odd boy, what will happen? “I'm sorry, Mr. Austria! All possible Hetalia Pairings. Share. Alfred has hung on for a long time, but now he grips the end of the rope and his will is slipping. It’s poorly written with shitty smut and I honestly have no idea how and why I wrote this when I was 9-10. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic, if you don't like it then DO NOT read it. Please consider turning it on! FrUsUk Light Angst or Hurt/Comfort, basically. His words and actions suggest that he's happy, but he's drowning in a river of sadness that has consumed him. It is also known as AmeKor (from America and Korea).This pairing is usually referred to as Kimchiburger, taken from the fact that America enjoys burgers, while Korea enjoys kimchi. Please consider turning it on! hetaliafanfiction hetalia hetaliafanfic hetaliaaxispowers aph hetaliaxreader aphrussia aphamerica hetaliaengland hetaliaamerica hetaliaworldseries aphengland alfredfjones arthurkirkland aphfanfiction hetaliaprussia axispowershetalia fanfiction anime usuk. Follow ... America wore a mask to keep them from seeing his true emotions. Did America ever die? France x Denmark 9. Anime/Manga Fanfiction Romance Hetalia England America ... Canada Abused Love Manga France Arthor Alfred Americas Older Sister A England never even raised america in this story. By: pyromoose. Whether itd be about American stereotypes, American history, or something deep and personal that happened to them then. With fluff and angst included, (This is directly taken from the Wattpad description of I Lied.). The way Ludwig said it made him believe it. Prompt: Alfred sings at restaurants with a live band and they encountered an ex...with his/her new husband. First work of the decade, and it has to be Hetalia. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. Oh, and short. Romano could hear it from his hiding spot, the hollow sound of boots on the stone floor. No one will notice right? France x America 2. His was usually in one spot. Title: Perception Author: Anonym Main Characters: America, Russia Request from the LJ kink meme: I’ve read a few bulimia fics, but I really really want to see a fic where America has anorexia and collapses at a world meeting, and all the nations find out about his eating disorder. Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - England/Britain, America, Russia, France - Chapters: 21 - Words: 66,161 - Reviews: 820 - Favs: 835 - Follows: 475 - Updated: 6/8/2014 - Published: 11/17/2013 - Status: Complete - id: 9854661 + - Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten Next > A/N: Hello! Theoretically, the world would be better if... America & Canada & England & France & Seychelles (Hetalia), South Italy (Hetalia)/Original Male Character(s), Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts, oh also America has kinda depression-y thoughts so heads-up, no smut but i promise you i will create something, this isn't in the story but i have a headcannon that england burned the scones that ONE time, and then everyone keeps teasing england for it like, when you fall back on ukus bc you are too lazy to use a translator. What does it mean? AU. No reason to live. 1 Pairings Dealing with America 1.1 America/America 1.2 America/Belarus 1.3 America/Canada 1.4 America/England 1.5 America/Estonia 1.6 America/Japan 1.7 America/Korea … I got out of my room. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. And never think for one second that you don’t deserve it.”. It was America's turn to hold the meeting...But, why didn't he show up...? The other Nations are not as oblivious to his depression as he assumes, nor are they as willing to let him fall. I want to help you, Alfred. "Someday, they'll beat me down until I am nothing left but broken bones and lost words, but as long as I told you I loved you, it was all worth it.". France x Cuba 8. Why? Canada takes a nap. France x Egypt 10. It follows many nations in their life and actions. Originally published on Wattpad on May 2, 2016, “Alfred,” he said, and it was so warm Alfred almost melted, “It’s okay for you to feel that way. Prussia at one point in time. Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. xXx **DISCLAIMER! It's too much. He got ready for his day and went to the world conference. These are all the hetalia pairings that would make sense in any way (meaning they have history with each other, in the slightest way) 1. his older sister maria did. They never saw past his fake smiles. Suggested by SME Carrie Underwood - All-American Girl (Official Video) Does he hide all of this behind a mask? Share. Anime Manga Webcomic Lost Strips Gakuen Hetalia Comic Diaries Music, CDs, etc. America/Canada (Hetalia) America (Hetalia) Canada (Hetalia) Twincest; Human & Country Names Used (Hetalia) Top Canada (Hetalia) Bottom America (Hetalia) Summary. *Side Stories to be posted soon in 2-3 separate series. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. France x Belgium 5. Though they haven't interacted much in the webcomics, the pairing comes from their history. Meanwhile, England is going through breakup stages and realized he never loved France. Hair color varies from blond, platinum, and white. Enjoy. Opposite trio. FanFiction | unleash ... Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 67,927 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 4/5 - Published: 5/22/2013 - Germany, England/Britain, America, Russia. No clouds in sight. There will be a part two! America, well, to say he never struggled would be a big fat lie.Yet, will the loss of support from his fellow nations send him into a spiral? This is a list of the various comic diary strip collections of the webcomic version of Hetalia: Axis Powers. ... Anime/Manga Fanfiction Grass Greener Hetalia Abused ... Story belongs to and by ylime-cxii from deviantart.com A/N: WARNING this is sad and since i made it so long earlier i split it up into 2 parts this is part 1! Sort by: Hot . In his … In his loneliness I was the only one who could help him.' A Hetalia fanfiction ~*~*~*~*~*~ America woke up to a blue sky. Set during #8. France remembered the day well. Just one more push and he would crumble into millions of pieces. There are two parts of him that are at war: the cracking mask and his true self. France x Austria 3. All the abuse, all the pushing and names. America/Korea is an uncommon pairing involving the characters America and Korea. Thank you! Why does he look so much like America? A month has passed since the last World Meeting and America's depression is getting worse. Rating: R-18 Warning: Future AU, Original character(s) Summary: In the future, North Korea launches a war that will re-shape the world. Angst.America pines for England,wants him to leave France for him. Cross-Posted on FanFiction.Net; Summary. America sat in the meeting room with a Big Mac in his hands. Despite the fact he is still quite young, he sees things people his age would never begin to think. Italy closed his eyes tightly and tried to drown out the sound of Ms. Hungary's crying with his hands. (PLUS SERIES OF ONESHOTS) I don't own any of the songs! I wrote a terrible fanfic when I was in fourth grade and I’m wondering if you guys would like to review it but, theres one problem, it’s not about Hetalia. “Sorry isn't good enough!” And then the crying began. 'Could you bare it if I told you? Abusive Affection (a hetalia fanfic) Chapter 1: sadness and abuse. Share via Email Report Story Send. And then Russia or England helps him get healthy again! He would have smiled if he didn't have a bad feeling about today. Chapter 1 1.2K 14 3. by _jalyn_nylaj_ by _jalyn_nylaj_ Follow. It was an accident! See more of Hetalia Fanfiction~ on Facebook. Work Search: Eye colour varies, similar to his 1p. It didn't matter what he wished for or even how hard he wished. The reincarnated Canada spends the day with his new family. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. They called him fat, stupid, lazy, unworthy, and a waste of space. Hair is varied between curly and messy to being straight and orderly. Hetalia X Child Reader 35.9K 729 663 This is a story of the Hetalia characters mainly England, France, Canada and America who all live together and end up adopting a 15year old girl. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). Spain was not God. Should he care anymore? It’s actually about Ariana Grande as Iron Man and Sia’s daughter who falls in love with Hawkeye and Captain America. Title and cover from Inactive Loser! They never saw the light fade from his eyes. Community. or. BUT SOME characters are my own version, such as the 50 U.S states, the Philippine islands and provinces, Japanese islands and prefecture, etc. America does genuinely want to help his fellow nations. “Make a wish,”Canada murmured to himself before blowing out his candles. 329 Stories. They had just called a lunch break so he was eating his lunch alone. Terrible things begin to happen and the entire universe spirals down an angst ridden path toward War and Revenge. France x Canada 6.France x China 7. Log In. #america #axis #balticstates #britain #canada #europe #fanfiction #hetalia #missing #mystery #powers #unitednations. 'He came to me. Despite knowing that they aren't real, she can't help but imagine herself in a world of magic. Work Search: They never noticed, and if they did, which America doubted, they didn't care. Long hair is often portrayed, and at such will often use a ribbon to tie it back. 1,136 people follow this. she took america and canada away from their abusive parents when they were at a younge age. Today is 9/11, and my goal is to write something every year to commemorate today. Depressed!America. when its time for them to go to their first world meeting, how do you think it would turn out? Red and pink are popular instances, along with the rarer color of blue and purple. Follow/Fav America's Studio. However, there is always that one person that sees his every move and every action. Spain loves his Lovi, he really does. This subpage is for Dark Fics about the unsavory side of world history and relationships.. You can add to the current recommendations if you want; please do remember that you need to use the template found here and sign your rec for it to stay on the page. #2 in the HAU series! This was America's Studio. W-what if I just killed myself right now? She thought this was the case until encountering a fairy by the name of Florentyna (APH Fem!Poland) near her home after seeing her get attacked. Side drabble to the HAU Series. Meanwhile, a new family is born from the ashes of an old life. England and America comfort him. If France could speak, he would surely be crushing the pristine image England had of the former Canada. As you can see, between my partner and I, I tend to write a bit darker than her. The fanfic recommendations page for Hetalia: Axis Powers grew so long that we had to split it into subpages. Canada has a bad dream. What did I do to deserve this? He would rather kill his president than have the other nations find out how close he was to the breaking point. However, their methods of "helping" when he refuses their aid are questionable. [Fanfic] Russia x Latvia . Did you know? WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes, suicidal thoughts, tendencies (meaning self-harm), and/or actual suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and swearing. #america #canada #hetalia #usuk Some would say that described the young country on a normal day as well, but he was having fun, … He is physically similar to his counterpart. Hey, it's Abby with a... depressing chapter. A short, Hetalian retelling of JFK's assassination on November 22, 1963, and America's reaction to it. 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